Talks
Today, I was talking with my brother. now I get it why I found that's why I choose to not share my problem with others. I always feel that no one wouldn't get it. until I talk with my brother. we faced the same problem but how we act is different. I was surprised that he actually feels the same. we care about our family but neither he nor I never showed it. but today we talked and I think it was a great talk. I was hopeless and kept all of it by myself. but he told me he was scared too. he is scared. but he keeps trying. indeed, he is more mature than me. I was trying to run away but he is not. he said mostly the people at our home is above 40 years old. but the only support is just my aunt. she is the youngest from 5. she is our pillars. she gave me a place to stay, pay for my tuition, help my brothers and sister. she did it all alone. she has her own family, a married man with 2 children. she must have had it hard that everyone is depending on her. she must be has a hard lif...